And in one of the few ways that my brain can even come close to multitasking...I'm sitting here asking questions in my mind to which I know I might never receive an answer. I want to do the good cop bad cop routine and find out everything that I'm curious about but that's selfish. It's selfish to need your questions to be answered all the time. Yes, there are questions that need to be answered but to require a full, complete, well thought out answer to your every single stinking question is selfish. There has to be room for privacy.
My head might know that but it doesn't mean that I feel that way. Although letting go, giving someone else space is healthy for both of you. Ask anyone who has had a clingy younger sibling how important and healthy having some space can be.
So I guess that means I just ought to enjoy the sunrise and let the unanswered questions stay unanswered. Easier said than done. But nothing worthwhile is ever easy.